Aug 31 2009
OTG Gone Overboard?
Warning: personal post coming your way. Read at your own discretion.
For those of you in my PLN who are close to me, you know that personally, these past four months have been the most difficult time in my life.
It’s ironic, because professionally, it has been a wonderful time.
I am on several waiting lists to find out more information about taking a Master’s course of study in Educational Technology. This is a goal I’ve had for a long time, and hope to be able to afford. My recent trip to NECC09 has brought me many additions to my PLN, and great friendships that I hope will only continue to grow. I joined twitter in May and have made many friendships that I treasure. I was blessed with an amazing opportunity to visit the Edutopia crew at Skywalker Ranch, and engage in educational discussions with 4 of the people I look up to with great regard: Larry Ferrlazzo, Alice Mercer, Derrall Garrison, and Gail Dessler. I had the opportunity to have great conversations about social media and exciting ideas about education with Steve Hargadon, a mentor and friend. I have been able to stay in contact with many new friends from NECC over twitter, skype, google chat, and the iphone. I have been asked to present at several conferences and to contribute to several local edtech groups. And…. I was blessed with a new job at my school of Curriculum & Instructional Technology Specialist. Adding to the difficult time I’m going through, I decided to leave my job of ten years and jump into this new role, in hopes of creating school change.
There are many ideas that I would like to make happen this year as well.
I want to be trained to participate in the edtechtalk groups. I have interests in contributing more to LearnCentral, using Elluminate for a list of brainstormed webinars I have in a Google Doc. I’d love to begin co-presenting at conferences. I want to support new teachers by creating a blogging support network. I plan to create a Web 2.0 Tech Club for students at my school. I want to contributing more on Classroom 2.o. I hope to start a support group for new teachers trying to establish a PLN. Then there’s that book I started last year…
Time to go OTG
With school starting and a great deal of personal stress to work through, I knew I needed to take a moment to breathe. I decided to go Off the Grid for a little while. Maybe a weekend or two. I had read about the benefits of going OTG from two dear friends, Beth Still and MaryBeth Hertz. Both are wonderful articles that really made me think. So I decided to give it a try.
However… I didn’t just go OTG, I jumped overboard and seemed to disappear completely. Needless to say, my OTG time became, as one friend put it, an extended Cyber-Diet.
Why am I deciding to share this with you?
1. To thank my dear friends. I appreciate all of the sweet messages from my PLN that have been concerned and are hoping I’ll come back soon. You mean a lot to me. Your checking in with me regularly on twitter, gmail, and skype has been an encouragement to me through difficult times. It’s nice to know I’m not forgotten. Even if I’m a newbie and don’t feel like I have much to share, you continue to be there for me. Thank you!
2. To let my new followers know that I’m coming back. I somehow keep having people add me to their Google reader and twitter followings, even though I’ve been offline for a while. Know that I am coming back. I don’t know how or when, but I hope to be able to contribute, as well as find information that will help me on my quest to make learning more engaging and meaningful for students, support teachers, inform families, and share the journey with you.
3. Most importantly, to let those of you that may be in my shoes to know that it’s okay to take a break. I know I can’t possibly be the only one going through difficult times, barely breathing, trying to hold it all together; while wanting to continue in lifelong learning, and to make a difference in others lives.
We’re educators. We get busy. We get overworked. We get overcommited. We care about others. We need to keep each other accountable to finding balance.
I’m here to say that going OTG is healthy from time to time. Sometimes life can be difficult and it seems that an extended Cyber-Diet is more appropriate. Be true to yourself and listen to your heart.

If you want to contribute to the lives of others,
you first need to make time to take care of yourself.
This is one of those times for me. I hope my followers, PLN, and friends can stick with me. I’ll hope you will be there. Know that when you need me, I will be there for you too.
Photo Attribution: Train Pulling Out, & Suns by Taic


































